sorry, very sorry.

Baby, i'm sorry. I'm very sorry. I'm happy that you force yourself to see me, talk to me, hug me. I'm really very happy. I dont mind you scolding me vulgarities, beat me or what. As long as you talk to me, hug me, see me, i'm happy alrdy. Really happy. I know no matter what i say, your trust and feeling for me wont increase. I really hope that you'll trust me again, love me again/more. I really hope that you'll forgive me. I really love you alot. I'm willing to give up my life just for you to forgive me. I know you hate ppl ending their lifes. But i want you to know how much i love you and that i know my mistakes alrdy and willing to change. I'm really really very sorry. I really hope that you'll forgive me and love me again. Seriously. I love you. I'm sorry.