I changed the position and used his money to buy chairs and tables. I didnt know he need the money. I didnt ask him in the first place. And i didnt tell him abt it aftermaths. He scolded meeeeeeeeeee. I can only blame myself. I wanted to pay him back. But he said its ok. Why am i like that?!!!!!!! Why didnt i ask him?! Why didnt i tell him?! Why am i so busybody?! Why?! ZZZ!!! Really hate myself laaaaaaaaaaaa! Can one car just bang me off the road and make me lose my memory?!!! Or put me into coma?!!! ZZZ! So angry with myself!!! Someone!!! Pls slap me!!!