I think i'm getting cra-zier and cra-zier each day. Couldn't study chem at all. Shall go out for a walk ltr, come back then study. Everything's gone. My mood, i cant get it back to track. Idk what the fuck is wrong with me. Sigh, just making things worse. Anyway, i'm not going to use my phone alrdy. Anything just leave a tag here, or leave a note on my desk. Sigh. Everything's getting worse. I dont want you to get a new girl. I dont want to see you and her hand in hand walking pass me. That will be really damn fucking hurt. I did not change. Really did not. Sigh. I think i am going...... I'm just so fucking sad. Came across someone's blog and saw smth. Ha! I think you're closer to her than me! Ha! Thanks alot for making me cry again. I promise not to comment anything. But this is really fucking painful! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! IDK LA! SO FUCKING STRESS AND PAIN CAN! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!